Oh Boy...

Wow it has been over a year since I posted anything! And I guess I'm going to start up again. I don't really know why though. Seeing how I don't think one person in the world reads it. But I guess self satisfaction is going to have to do.
So much has happened in the past year... not going to lie, mostly bad things. So I have desided that seeing how I have not posted in so long. That I'm not going to do a catch up. Or anything like that, no I'm going to start a new! By just posting current events from here on out! So my life is not the most intersting and probably is not going to hold you all with anticipation, but there is always some sort of drama going on in my life. So for all you drama seekers but don't want drama in your life maybe this is the blog for you.
Yes my drama isn't going to be anything like the soap operas but I'd like to think its kinda interesting. More on just how life throws twists and turns at you. So let the journey begin............

Valentine's Shmalintines!

Ready for some serious whip lash? Well then here it goes. Keeley and I are friends AGAIN! But hopefuly this time there will be no later post saying different!
My mom has started Chemo and doing alright. Not great, not even really good but I guess ok. She is very weak and tired and we try not to ever leave her home alone! Put that on top of the way me and that thing she married get along is a true recipe for DISASTER! I'm working on it that's for sure. But we still seem to butt heads over EVERYTHING. People when I say everything I mean everything. Like napkins and salt and dishes and laudry and trash. The most redicilous thigs ever! But I don't like leaving my mom.
School is still put on hold seeing how my mother is in no position of being able to help.
The guy I'm seeing makes me happy though. It sucks cause he lives in salt lake and I only get to see him on weekends! So I am currently just taking it day by day.
So Valentine's was yesterday right? Well I say single or taken it is the most stupid, over rated, half baked day ever! I swear it's just this made up day to feel pressure, insecurity, loss, sadness, emotional, akwardness, and just over all grief! Twitterpatted or Not, it is still one of the most ridiculous holidays ever! :) Just my opion of course! Well TTYLRS

New Year Update!

Wow new year and a ton of new things going on! My mom had surgery and is currently doing radiation, and will soon start chemo again. But is doing well :) um my beautiful sister Terri had her 9th wedding anniversary and had a lil get away well i watched over her house. I am no longer friends with Keeley, but the split was a choice and we have both accepted it and are moving on! I may no longer be friends with her but I just want to thank her for all she ever did for me. She truely was my best friend. I also just started seeing a new guy and lets just say possibilities ;)I am also am starting to work towards my GED. So far this year has been equal with the crap and true happiness :) TTYLS!

California Craziness!

I was in California for 3 weeks! For my moms cancer treatments, there was two different doctors. One I like to call the Mad Scientist I liked him! :) And then there was the one who I call Doctor Weiner! His real name is doc winkler and I HATE him! And I hate few people he is such a stupid arse! He put my muma in the ER for 14 hours! It was PAinful!!!!!!!! It wasn't even in a room it was covered by a lil curtain! it sucked long story, some even funny! On another note I got to go to Sea World, The Zoo, The Wide Animal Park, And the BEACH :) It was way fun. We stayed with these sweet people the Evans. I broke their bed it was kinda funny cause I jeenksed us. Cause it happened on black frieday and I was the one who insisted something bad would happen! So we definentally had some fun though! And I'm glad i'll have those memories. Oh and we went down the strip on Halloween night! Way awesome haha :) And I got to fly in a plan for the first time! It was a 6 seater way cool!!!!!!!!! TTLYrs

TOTAL 360*

Well I am now 16!!!! Woohoo!! I get to drive I get more freedom. That is the one happy thing in like my whole life! My moms cancer has come back!! :( I cried for days and still cry myself to sleep. And I want to spend as much time with her as possible! So........ I dropped outa high school! Getting my GED!!! :) So wow different huh? But i'll still be able to live my life Babysit the cutest lil girl in the world.. lil Leightion! Spend time with my Friends and Family :) I'll keep you all updated! TTYLers

Overall Update

Well school turned out better than I thought. I now have one class with Keis and that is very happy! I like most my classes and even most the teachers! I am just finishing up my drivers ed and just have drives left. I'll admit i'm kinda freakin out. But I think i'll do well enough that I pass. Then I will be driving everywhere so watchout!!! LOL I turn 16 in less than 2 weeks I am excited, but you know one year older big deal....... the only awesome part will be the driving. Oh have I mentioned we are moving? Yah we are..yippy. Half of me is really excited the other half is kinda upset and thinks it sucks. But I will still be attending Provo High and doing most my usuall activities so thats good. I'll just have to commute forever and a day! -_- Well that is about it I guess. TTYLers!

School

How unnfortunate it is.... school, it starts technically tommorrow. :( I have the neves and lack of sleep is sure to get to me fast. Not looking forward to that. It's weird to me.. I am a junior 3rd year of high school, but I feel as if it is my first day at a new school. I guess part of it is I am going into this with out my best friends. Kelsey now goes to Independance. And Keeley she has a TOTALLY different sceduale than me, not one class together. :( Not cool last year we had like 5 classes together and I got very use to that. Now everything is different and kinda scary to me. But i'm sure i'll manage we'll just see I guess.

AHH MAN!!!

Dang it is already the end of July!!! What the heck!? Where did the time/days go? And where was I??? I feel like summer should be another 2 months, but instead it ends in 3 weeks!!! -_- huh... Not exactically excited for school to start. Happy that I will be a junior! That means school is HALF way OVER! That's what I'm talking about. :) All I have to say is summer better go by REALLY SLOW!