California Craziness!

I was in California for 3 weeks! For my moms cancer treatments, there was two different doctors. One I like to call the Mad Scientist I liked him! :) And then there was the one who I call Doctor Weiner! His real name is doc winkler and I HATE him! And I hate few people he is such a stupid arse! He put my muma in the ER for 14 hours! It was PAinful!!!!!!!! It wasn't even in a room it was covered by a lil curtain! it sucked long story, some even funny! On another note I got to go to Sea World, The Zoo, The Wide Animal Park, And the BEACH :) It was way fun. We stayed with these sweet people the Evans. I broke their bed it was kinda funny cause I jeenksed us. Cause it happened on black frieday and I was the one who insisted something bad would happen! So we definentally had some fun though! And I'm glad i'll have those memories. Oh and we went down the strip on Halloween night! Way awesome haha :) And I got to fly in a plan for the first time! It was a 6 seater way cool!!!!!!!!! TTLYrs

TOTAL 360*

Well I am now 16!!!! Woohoo!! I get to drive I get more freedom. That is the one happy thing in like my whole life! My moms cancer has come back!! :( I cried for days and still cry myself to sleep. And I want to spend as much time with her as possible! So........ I dropped outa high school! Getting my GED!!! :) So wow different huh? But i'll still be able to live my life Babysit the cutest lil girl in the world.. lil Leightion! Spend time with my Friends and Family :) I'll keep you all updated! TTYLers

Overall Update

Well school turned out better than I thought. I now have one class with Keis and that is very happy! I like most my classes and even most the teachers! I am just finishing up my drivers ed and just have drives left. I'll admit i'm kinda freakin out. But I think i'll do well enough that I pass. Then I will be driving everywhere so watchout!!! LOL I turn 16 in less than 2 weeks I am excited, but you know one year older big deal....... the only awesome part will be the driving. Oh have I mentioned we are moving? Yah we are..yippy. Half of me is really excited the other half is kinda upset and thinks it sucks. But I will still be attending Provo High and doing most my usuall activities so thats good. I'll just have to commute forever and a day! -_- Well that is about it I guess. TTYLers!

School

How unnfortunate it is.... school, it starts technically tommorrow. :( I have the neves and lack of sleep is sure to get to me fast. Not looking forward to that. It's weird to me.. I am a junior 3rd year of high school, but I feel as if it is my first day at a new school. I guess part of it is I am going into this with out my best friends. Kelsey now goes to Independance. And Keeley she has a TOTALLY different sceduale than me, not one class together. :( Not cool last year we had like 5 classes together and I got very use to that. Now everything is different and kinda scary to me. But i'm sure i'll manage we'll just see I guess.

AHH MAN!!!

Dang it is already the end of July!!! What the heck!? Where did the time/days go? And where was I??? I feel like summer should be another 2 months, but instead it ends in 3 weeks!!! -_- huh... Not exactically excited for school to start. Happy that I will be a junior! That means school is HALF way OVER! That's what I'm talking about. :) All I have to say is summer better go by REALLY SLOW!

Summer!!!

Yeah it's summer! Happy days! I love being able to stay up all night then sleep the night away it makes me very happy. I babysit the cutest lil girl her name is leighton. I babysit her 3 days a week and it's nice to get to be around her and I get money on top of that so it's just like the cherry on top. Cause I really need some pesos. But other than that I don;t do much I drive a little here and a little there. Hang out with my mom while I can. Seeing how she goes back to work on July 6th. So I have a little less then a month till i'm just a loner. Me and my modra are going on vacation to park city on the 24th - 30th! So that will be awesome. I love just being able to hang out with just her. NO MARK!!!!! :) LOL PARTY! Speaking of party I was invited to a b day party this saturday... I don't rally want to go though... cause it's a pool party and i'm not exacatically happy with my self in a bathingsuit right now. So we'll see how that goes.

Boring

So my life is totally boring lately. We are coming to the end of the school year! And that's great but it's also boring. Me and Keeley are not alowwed to hang out cause of her crazy mother.LOng long story, but yah. And all my conversations are over text and that is LAME! I have no stories well that I can actually tell anyone. But yah love you all bye for now.

Random

So it is my Half Birthday today! Happy days! So lately I have been in tons of pain all over! And we went to the doctor and they said i had costrocondrites! LOL it is the imflammation of the ribs~ uhuh! And it kinda hurt to breath! But I have to go to the doctor again! Mew! We think I might have Fibromiyalgia! If you don't know what that is look it up. It is to hard to discribe to you! But yah So far so good. Love yall!

HAHAHA

We're No longer in a FIGHT!!!!!!!!!! YEAH BOi! LOL all is good in the pookie and kumma show! lol ttyl!

Mmmm Hmmm

K so I lied me and Keeley aparently do fight. We got in a fight the other week and it tore me apart! We got over it but then something even worse then I could have ever imagin happened! She told me she didn't want to be best friends any more! Oh my hell I didn't know what to do what to say what to think I was just dumbfounded! She said she still wanted to be friends, but how do you be just friends with the person you have been best friends with for over 2 years!!!??? It is so hard! But she is happy and that is important to me. So I am trying to adapt but I wish I didn't have to. I don't think she gets how hard this is on me! I cried for hours, I'm talkin MENTAL BREAKDOWN here! I like sunk into this awful depression! I am not over it and I don't know if I ever will be! But I guess the sang "Life sucks then you die" is true! The thing is, is she was the one thing and person that made me truely happy! She said things like we were to good of friends! And that we relied to much on each other ect. And it just RIPPED me apart. I am still heart broken. But i'm glad that we are still friends! I will mend my heart eventually it might take years but yah.

Pookie!

This is My Pookie! She is my bestiest friend ever! I totally love her, we are like total twins! We get along so well. We hardly ever fight and we think EVERYTHING is hilarious! We could spend 24 hours of every day together and we would never be bored or get sick of each other! I am so happy we are best friends!

This is Rachel and Me!

Rachel has been one of my best friends since I was like four years old! So we go Way back!

tHeSe ArE sOmE oF mY fAvOrItE qOuTes!

To Much!

WOW I might as well not even have a blog! But just thought I would update. Well as most of you know we have been going through ATON but we are making our way through I guess. People are always asking me how I am and all this stuff, well what am I suppose to tell them? The truth??!!!! Rather not I smile say i'm fine and move on. But I think I have hit my breaking point! I think there should be no more problems. I swear if one more thing goes wrong in my teenage life I don't know what I would do! I CAN'T handle anymore. I am really getting through this and that is not a lie. But one more thing comes my way and there will really be some problems.